Why do I do that...

The song " F**kin' Perfect " by P!nk really inspired me. I cry so hard, I haven't cried that much for a long time. And going with the flow, I drew this...

You really should listen to the song before reading this blog to understand my feelings, and P!nk's feelings. The song means a lot to many young people. Thank you so much, P!nk. I'll always love you!

Let's listen to the beautiful and beloved song... I'm " F**kin' Perfect "

It's basicly based on P!nk's story. The girl was depressed because of her silly life and her stupidness. She was going to cry inside the under-stair wardrobe, just like how she used to do in her younger age, after her failed attempt to cut herself. But then she suddenly saw a teddy bear fell down from the wardrobe...The one that she had loved so much, the one that turned her life in a different direction,... And things happened, like in the video.

Young people used to have many stupid thoughts and attitudes and easily affected by surrounding enviroment. They are sentimental and very weak, they need to be taken cared of, and yet many parents don't know how to take care for them or some even not care about them, which make them turn into many wrong decision. Children are like blank pages, how do they look like depend on how other people write on it. In the future, I'll tell my children " You are perfect" and teach them to be confident and strong. There is a comment that I really like:

We grow up respecting them and wanting to please them but when we make the wrong decision, we get the worst outcome from them. And when you start showing your true colours, your parents can make you hate yourself. Most parents dont understand that they made our attitudes because of the way they raised us. 

(from TimidGodPro)

But we still must grow up and become strong to be able to stand on our own feet! We can not be weak before the harsh, cruel life ortherwise we'll just end up being stucked in the loser-ness. Go out there and make your own victory. Because at last, the people who hurt you will just remain as miserable as they use to be. The "skinny bitches" who bully us, our respected parents that give birth and raise us (though they don't know how to care about us they still deseve respects), the assholes that ruined our life,... and even our stupid self. Revenging or crying in weakness is all pathetic and more sinned against than sinning.

I'm maybe too lucky that I born in a happy family to say all these things, but "Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way." My family has its own problems, and yet we young people are all alike.

Happiness comes to everyone who live their ass off. Hope you guys are all happy!

.Blambodee.